dreams

i just had a weird compilation of dreams.

felt so real..but its surreal heeeeheeeee

beautiful sunset

ah whenever i dont blog about an event on the day of the event, i get really lazy and generalize so sorry!

so on tuesday, we had a bonfire! danish, peter and i went to dockweiler at 3 and met up with carissa and hayley. wow we went in the water and there were random giant dips that made me drown a couple times and the waves were so monstrous. in other words, i got raped no lube.  after giving up on the ocean we played taboo. taboo was seriously the main part of our bonfire haha

carissa and hayley left at around 6? but at the same time ohta, clara, melanie odo, aaron, and chie came so we hit the volleyball around. we could only rally for like 34 touches, pretty sad. but after we enjoyed the beautiful sunset! ah how pretty. and u know what the sexiest thing ever is...when airplanes take off from the airport, burst through the overhanging clouds and fly into the sunset. life doesnt get any better than that. haha i mustve told everyone about how sexy it is. repetition repetition. then we got the bonfire going and it went nicely. we had hot dogs and smores. and after we played taboo and as soon as i knew it, it was already closing time.

so next we met up at bomball.  wow everyone was there.  all those south bros and rach's church group. it was nice seeing those south rascals and rachel and yoseph! if u have a chance to go there, check out the tassels hanging from the ceiling.  you'll see my prom pic! :)

wednesday i went to the gym. after, ohta and i decided to go to lindberg nutrition to buy protein!! gonna get ripped, BRO! haha then we went to chipotle with zach. ah so filling...i mustve consumed so many carbs..

after i worked on my life insurance license training. i have to log in 52 hours!! but i could just keep the compy running so its all good!

then yosuke and horton randomly call me to hang out so we go to hammers' and play MoH. damn that game is so fun! best $10 investment ever hahah then we went to weinerschnitzel and got quad 3's! best deal EVER omg so delicious. ah then all those other rats came to watch gia get his ears pierced. i wonder how he looks?!!

meanwhile i hung out with mimi. it was fun, im sure she'd agree haha sorry to surprise you like that, i had to do it...

goodnight, and i look forward to a good tomorrow

AH SHIT alumni race tomorrow :(( 

random?

yesterday was a whole buncha random haha

i hit the gym at 830 at carissa and hayley's request...but they show up extra late. i had a pretty good workout though. ah i still havent gone today, should today just be my recovery day?
then i get home, take a shower, then watch this japanese movie that my mom randomly got
it was like the complete opposite of the ugly truth, long things short, it's the inside that matters, not the outer appearance. imo BOTH matter, it's a cruel world out there haha

then i met up with JP at bomball because i had to give her her lanyards i got from japan. but she makes me wait for like 20 minutes so i was just sitting inside like a loner. but i found out my fellow scholarship recipient works there, i see him so much lately. JP showed me her new camera..wow its really nice! zach also joins us, and we have a little catch up sesh

then we go back to JP's because tori and cynthia were using her pool. ah it was nice seeing both of them..havent seen them in so long! so we talked alongside the pool then we went to curry house (i was craving it so much).

then i went to costco with daanish to buy bonfire goods. we saw airi's mom! i see her a lot lately too haha

then i went to wendy yo's house and met up with zach and bretty and we watched the notebook. i am pretty disappointed...didn't get one tear out of me. but i thought it was pretty hawt when elie and noah are first going out and he gets ice cream on his nose and elie throws down the ice cream and starts making out with him..ooooh
then we watched space jam but i was sooo tired i cant remember half of it. i woke up at the scene when MJ is practicing dunking and "fly like an eagle" is playing in the back...SO SEXY.
a little fact, space jam inspired me to play basketball

ah busy day again, ill catch ya l8err

think good thoughts - drake

shoutout

to my man yosuke, who may be the only one reading my blog!

OHTA too!

morongo!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON GIA! :)

so this morning i woke up super duper early to go to the gym with ohta (the blood pact continues!).  and after the rigorous workout danish aaron and i decided to surprise gia with a little cake! so we went to albertsons and got him a chocolate cake customized with his name on it (we are such great friends) and some cute dora balloons to go along with it.  we met up with ohta at gia's house and proceeded to bust in his room and sing happy birthday, waking him up.  he sleeps nakers lolz

THEN we basically kidnapped him to go to morongo...we all joined the WINNER's club!

but ironically i lost $60 this time...damn...i suck ass

but i dont even care...in the long run $60 dont mean a thangg

im gonna win it all back in vegas when im older, but 100x more

AH this is exactly what an addict would say...

nonetheless i had lots of fun...blackjack is such a rush. you either double your bet or lose you bet. and when it's your money, your hard-earned money on the line, it suddenly matters...every hand becomes a RISK! ah i live for this..but i play wayy too aggressive..i need to stand on so many hands...

JUST wait til i learn how to count cards though...then EASY money hahah

we went to the outlet malls nearby before we gambled. i finally got some sb's! yay

i feel gross right now. time to take a shower and go to sleep :)

pride

today i had the japanese american scholarship fund (JASF) scholarship ceremony

it was at a really nice golf course in montebello

the scholarship recipients were ALL very nice people

i am honored to have gotten to know them, hopefully our paths will cross again

the scholarship selection committee and donors were also ALL very nice people

there was one lady in my table who said i reminded her of her son who was killed years ago

she had been donating scholarship money to the JASF every year in memory of her son

she kept telling my mom that i was a fine boy, and that there was nothing to worry about me

you know, i was really touched...and my mom was too, as she started crying right in front of her

i felt proud that i reminded her of her son...i will definitely stay in touch with her and update her on my steps to success.

you know, this ceremony made me proud to be japanese american. we have such a rich heritage, full of struggle and prejudice, yet we managed to overcome it all and become accepted by society.

my speech (if you remember from the previous post) went well! many people approached me saying that i had a great speech.  They actually laughed at my jokes...yay!

there was legitimate purpose behind this scholarship.  it wasnt simply for the recipient to attain higher education.  it was for the recipients to use this scholarship to attain success and then really reflect on who got them to where they currently are. they urged the importance of giving back to the community who helped get them there, and hoped that one day we will give back specifically to the japanese-american community.  i really hope that one day i can be a donor to the JASF.

i'm really tired for some reason...

tomorrow im goin to morongo :)

THIS time im gonna win some monayy

the REAL truth

SO i just saw the ugly truth

it was really funny!

sadly, its the REAL truth

we're all shallow human beings, dont even deny it

the truth is ugly...AND I ACCEPT IT.

katherine heigl is HOT

and the guy from 300 is baller

there were a lot of lessons to be learned

similar to hes just not that into you but way less gay

i just ate 10 tacos so my mouth is having a salsa party~~

wow and have u listened to the drake mixtape?!

DEFINITELY worth listening to

he's a talented rapper AND singer

revival

i havent updated this blog in so long. sorry

but why should i be sorry? no one knows about this haha

BUT i have decided to finally reveal it

this is the little piece of me that will leave me connected with all my friends i will soon be separating with.

i happened to come across JP's blog

i really like how she writes...how one thing leads to another haha

she also hasnt been writing frequently but her recent post motivated me to revive this blog

i will try my very best to update this blog.

i have made some commitments lately.

ohta, daanish and i made a blood pact to go to the gym and work out everyday

while that is crazy (muscles need time to recover), it's the determination behind the pact that counts right?

check me out in about a month :) ill look good for you

i have also decided to take care of myself more.

i have also gotten out some commitments lately.

i looked back at all my posts and i realized....they all talk about or mention mimi

subconsciously i titled this blog "my life" and i always talked about her..sigh

i also got fired from kumon..but i dont want to work anymore anyways.

but i am pretty bitter because i wanted to quit on them...not get fired...

anyways, last night was one of the funnest (i know its not a word) nights of my life

i have honestly never laughed so hard in my life

i love my friends so much...and i am going to miss them so much

BRO LIFE!

tomorrow i have a japanese american scholarship ceremony.

i was chosen to deliver a speech of appreciation on behalf of the 22 scholarship recipients

does that mean im the best japanese american in south bay?! jk

but i am seriously honored

i am trying furiously to write a clever speech. i want one that will make people laugh with my experiences

ill come back to this blog real shortly! stay tuned :)

slow jams - twista, kanye, jaime foxx