recap

ok, my bad. i've really been lagging on updating my blog. my own personal journal!! ah what am i doing?!

i havent even had one post about college..

well. college is a whole other experience. way different from high school. i mean i basically live independently which is soo different from my previous life. i can do anything i want whenever i want. but i still have self-control (kinda).

people say people change in college. i js joined a frat. but i still feel im the same person, no better, no worse. i really dont like the perception i get now that im in a frat. "oh youre in a frat, you party animal!" nono not at all. i honestly joined for the close knit brotherhood, not just to party. so yea, can you stop judging based off these stupid preconceptions. kthx

a word or two on my frat: think about it...will you ever make close friends in college? most friends you meet in clubs but those clubs dont really mean anything. its simply lacking in...closeness. you just go to the club meetings, talk about some unnecessary event, then leave. are these people you meet with for just an hour a week really your friends? in high school, i became close with my xc friends because we spent so much time together and we all shared pain and hardships that accompany cross country seasons. this experience that you share only strengthens your friendship. but clubs...you dont go through any hard shit, you just go to meetings!! come on. sure, ill join clubs to boost my resume but not to make friends. and the frat is the same thing as cross country. its the hardships me and my pbros go through than strengthen our relationship.

so as first semester comes to a close, let me ask all the other berkeley kids: what have you done your first semester? i am confident i have accomplished so much more than any berkeley freshman.

im not saying to join a frat. im saying make sure you find your close group of friends because friends come and go, especially in college, as time passes. my pbros and the bros in the house are there eternally.

berkeley classes arent that bad. jeeeez. sure its competitive but hey, ive had competition all my life and i can beat any of these berkeley nerds/rats. lolz.

college is fun and all, but i still get homesick. it was really nice seeing everyone during thanksgiving break :)

i already cant wait til winter break! (A for effort though..)